The Prophet
BY Kahill Gibran
Khalil Gibran (January 6, 1883 – April 10, 1931) was a Lebanese poet, artist and Maronite Christian. His poetry is notable for its use of formal language and insights on topics of life using spiritual terms.
A brilliant man's philosophy on love, marriage, joy and sorrow, time, friendship and much more. Originally published in 1923 - translated into more than 20 languages.
In the book, a prophet who has lived in the foreign city of Orphalese for 12 years is about to board a ship to carry him home. He is stopped by a group of people, to whom he speaks about issues of life: love, marriage, hate, etc. Considered one of Gibran's best selling books, Gibran followed it by a book called Garden of Prophet, and was due to produce a 3rd part when he died.
- THE COMING OF THE SHIP
- LOVE
- MARRIAGE
- CHILDREN
- GIVING
- EATING AND DRINKING
- WORK
- JOY AND SORROW
- HOUSES
- CLOTHES
- BUYING AND SELLING
- CRIME AND PUNISHMENT
- LAWS
- FREEDOM
- REASON AND PASSION
- PAIN
- SELF-KNOWLEDGE
- TEACHING
- FRIENDSHIP
- TALKING
- TIME
- GOOD AND EVIL
- PRAYER
- PLEASURE
- BEAUTY
- RELIGION
- DEATH
- THE FAREWELL
ALMUSTAFA,
the chosen and the beloved, who was a dawn unto
his own day, had waited twelve years in the city
of Orphalese for his ship that was to return and
bear him back to the isle of his birth.
And in the twelfth year, on the seventh day of
Ielool, the month of reaping, he climbed the
hill without the city walls and looked seaward;
and he beheld his ship coming with the mist.
Then the gates of his heart were flung open, and
his joy flew far over the sea. And he closed his
eyes and prayed in the silences of his soul.
But as he
descended the hill, a sadness came upon him, and
he thought in his heart:
How shall I go in peace and without sorrow? Nay,
not without a wound in the spirit shall I leave
this city.
Long were the days of pain I have spent within
its walls, and long were the nights of
aloneness; and who can depart from his pain and
his aloneness without regret?
Too many fragments of the spirit have I
scattered in these streets, and too many are the
children of my longing that walk naked among
these hills, and I cannot withdraw from them
without a burden and an ache.
It is not a garment I cast off this day, but a
skin that I tear with my own hands.
Nor is it a thought I leave behind me, but a
heart made sweet with hunger and with thirst.
Yet I cannot
tarry longer.
The sea that calls all things unto her calls me,
and I must embark.
For to stay, though the hours burn in the night,
is to freeze and crystallize and be bound in a
mould.
Fain would I take with me all that is here. But
how shall I?
A voice cannot carry the tongue and the lips
that gave it wings. Alone must it seek the
ether.
And alone and without his nest shall the eagle
fly across the sun.
Now when he reached the foot of the hill, he turned again towards the sea, and he saw his ship approaching the harbour, and upon her prow the mariners, the men of his own land.
And his soul
cried out to them, and he said:
Sons of my ancient mother, you riders of the
tides,
How often have you sailed in my dreams. And now
you come in my awakening, which is my deeper
dream.
Ready am I to go, and my eagerness with sails
full set awaits the wind.
Only another breath will I breathe in this still
air, only another loving look cast backward,
And then I shall stand among you, a seafarer
among seafarers.
And you, vast sea, sleeping mother,
Who alone are peace and freedom to the river and
the stream,
Only another winding will this stream make, only
another murmur in this glade,
And then I shall come to you, a boundless drop
to a boundless ocean.
And as he
walked he saw from afar men and women leaving
their fields and their vineyards and hastening
towards the city gates.
And he heard their voices calling his name, and
shouting from field to field telling one another
of the coming of his ship.
And he said to
himself:
Shall the day of parting be the day of
gathering?
And shall it be said that my eve was in truth my
dawn?
And what shall I give unto him who has left his
slough in midfurrow, or to him who has stopped
the wheel of his winepress?
Shall my heart become a tree heavy-laden with
fruit that I may gather and give unto them?
And shall my desires flow like a fountain that I
may fill their cups?
Am I a harp that the hand of the mighty may
touch me, or a flute that his breath may pass
through me?
A seeker of silences am I, and what treasure
have I found in silences that I may dispense
with confidence?
If this is my day of harvest, in what fields
have I sowed the seed, and in what unremembered
seasons?
If this indeed be the hour in which I lift up my
lantern, it is not my flame that shall burn
therein.
Empty and dark shall I raise my lantern, And the
guardian of the night shall fill it with oil and
he shall light it also.
These things he said in words. But much in his heart remained unsaid. For he himself could not speak his deeper secret.
And when he
entered into the city all the people came to
meet him, and they were crying out to him as
with one voice.
And the elders of the city stood forth and said:
Go not yet away from us.
A noontide have you been in our twilight, and
your youth has given us dreams to dream.
No stranger are you among us, nor a guest, but
our son and our dearly beloved.
Suffer not yet our eyes to hunger for your face.
And the priests
and the priestesses said unto him:
Let not the waves of the sea separate us now,
and the years you have spent in our midst become
a memory.
You have walked among us a spirit, and your
shadow has been a light upon our faces.
Much have we loved you. But speechless was our
love, and with veils has it been veiled.
Yet now it cries aloud unto you, and would stand
revealed before you.
And ever has it been that love knows not its own
depth until the hour of separation.
And others came
also and entreated him. But he answered them
not. He only bent his head; and those who stood
near saw his tears falling upon his breast.
And he and the people proceeded towards the
great square before the temple.
And there came out of the sanctuary a woman
whose name was Almitra. And she was a seeress.
And he looked upon her with exceeding
tenderness, for it was she who had first sought
and believed in him when he had been but a day
in their city.
And she hailed him, saying:
Prophet of God, in quest of the uttermost, long
have you searched the distances for your ship.
And now your ship has come, and you must needs
go.
Deep is your longing for the land of your
memories and the dwelling-place of your greater
desires; and our love would not bind you nor our
needs hold you.
Yet this we ask ere you leave us, that you speak
to us and give us of your truth.
And we will give it unto our children, and they
unto their children, and it shall not perish.
In your aloneness you have watched with our
days, and in your wakefulness you have listened
to the weeping and the laughter of our sleep.
Now therefore disclose us to ourselves, and tell
us all that has been shown you of that which is
between birth and death.
And he
answered:
People of Orphalese, of what can I speak save of
that which is even now moving within your souls?
*
THEN said Almitra, Speak to us of Love.And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said:
When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And When his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And When he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as
love crowns you so shall he crucify you.
Even as he is for your growth so is he for your
pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses
your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them
in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto
himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that
you may become sacred bread for God’s sacred
feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life’s heart.
But if in your
fear you would seek only love’s peace and love’s
pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your
nakedness and pass out of love’s
threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh,
but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not
all of your tears.
Love gives
naught but itself and takes naught but from
itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love
you should not say, “God is in my heart,” but
rather, “I am in the heart of God.”
And think not you can direct the course of love,
for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your
course.
Love has no
other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let
these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings
its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give
thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love’s
ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved
in your heart and a song of praise upon your
lips.
*
THEN Almitra spoke again and said, And what of Marriage, master?And he answered saying:
You were born together, and together you shall be for evermore.
You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days.
Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness.
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.
Love one
another, but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores
of your souls.
Fill each other’s cup but drink not from one
cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from
the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let
each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though
they quiver with the same music.
Give your
hearts, but not into each other’s keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your
hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in
each other’s shadow.
*
AND a woman who held a babe against her bosom said, Speak to us of Children.And he said:
Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life’s longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.
You may give
them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of to-morrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to
make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with
yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as
living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the
infinite, and He bends you with His might that
His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the Archer’s hand be for
gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so He
loves also the bow that is stable.
*
THEN said a rich man, Speak to us of Giving.And he answered:
You give but little when you give of your possessions.
It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.
For what are your possessions but things you keep and guard for fear you may need them to morrow?
And to-morrow, what shall to-morrow bring to the over-prudent dog burying bones in the trackless sand as he follows the pilgrims to the holy city?
And what is fear of need but need itself?
Is not dread of thirst when your well is full, the thirst that is unquenchable?
There are those who give little of the much which they have – and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire makes their gifts unwholesome.
And there are those who have little and give it all.
These are the believers in life and the bounty of life, and their coffer is never empty.
There are those who give with joy, and that joy is their reward.
And there are those who give with pain, and that pain is their baptism.
And there are those who give and know not pain in giving, nor do they seek joy, nor give with mindfulness of virtue;
They give as in yonder valley the myrtle breathes its fragrance into space.
Through the hands of such as these God speaks, and from behind their eyes He smiles upon the earth.
IT is well to
give when asked, but it is better to give
unasked, through understanding;
And to the open-handed the search for one who
shall receive is joy greater than giving.
And is there aught you would withhold?
All you have shall some day be given;
Therefore give now, that the season of giving
may be yours and not your inheritors’.
You often say,
“I would give, but only to the deserving.”
The trees in your orchard say not so, nor the
flocks in your pasture.
They give that they may live, for to withhold is
to perish.
Surely he who is worthy to receive his days and
his nights is worthy of all else from you.
And he who has deserved to drink from the ocean
of life deserves to fill his cup from your
little stream.
And what desert greater shall there be, than
that which lies in the courage and the
confidence, nay the charity, of receiving?
And who are you that men should rend their bosom
and unveil their pride, that you may see their
worth naked and their pride unabashed?
See first that you yourself deserve to be a
giver, and an instrument of giving.
For in truth it is life that gives unto
life-while you, who deem yourself a giver, are
but a witness.
And you
receivers – and you are all receivers – assume
no weight of gratitude, lest you lay a yoke upon
yourself and upon him who gives.
Rather rise together with the giver on his gifts
as on wings;
For to be overmindful of your debt is to doubt
his generosity who has the free-hearted earth
for mother, and God for father.
*
THEN an old man, a keeper of an inn, said, Speak to us of Eating and Drinking.And he said:
Would that you could live on the fragrance of the earth, and like an air plant be sustained by the light.
But since you must kill to eat, and rob the newly born of its mother’s milk to quench your thirst, let it then be an act of worship,
And let your board stand an altar on which the pure and the innocent of forest and plain are sacrificed for that which is purer and still more innocent in man.
When you kill a
beast say to him in your heart:
“By the same power that slays you, I too am
slain; and I too shall be consumed.
For the law that delivered you into my hand
shall deliver me into a mightier hand.
Your blood and my blood is naught but the sap
that feeds the tree of heaven.”
And when you
crush an apple with your teeth, say to it in
your heart:
“Your seeds shall live in my body,
And the buds of your to-morrow shall blossom in
my heart,
And your fragrance shall be my breath,
And together we shall rejoice through all the
seasons.”
And in the
autumn, when you gather the grapes of your
vineyards for the winepress, say in your heart:
“I too am a vineyard, and my fruit shall be
gathered for the winepress,
And like new wine I shall be kept in eternal
vessels.”
And in winter, when you draw the wine, let there
be in your heart a song for each cup;
And let there be in the song a remembrance for
the autumn days, and for the vineyard, and for
the winepress.
*
THEN a ploughman said, Speak to us of Work.And he answered, saying:
You work that you may keep pace with the earth and the soul of the earth.
For to be idle is to become a stranger unto the seasons, and to step out of life’s procession that marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite.
When you work
you are a flute through whose heart the
whispering of the hours turns to music.
Which of you would be a reed, dumb and silent,
when all else sings together in unison?
Always you have
been told that work is a curse and labour a
misfortune.
But I say to you that when you work you fulfill
a part of earth’s furthest dream, assigned to
you when that dream was born,
And in keeping yourself with labour you are in
truth loving life,
And to love life through labour is to be
intimate with life’s inmost secret.
But if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your brow, then I answer that naught but the sweat of your brow shall wash away that which is written.
You have been
told also that life is darkness, and in your
weariness you echo what was said by the weary.
And I say that life is indeed darkness save when
there is urge,
And all urge is blind save when there is know
ledge.
And all knowledge is vain save when there is
work,
And all work is empty save when there is love;
And when you work with love you bind your self
to yourself, and to one another, and to God.
And what is it
to work with love?
It is to weave the cloth with threads drawn from
your heart, even as if your beloved were to wear
that cloth.
It is to build a house with affection, even as
if your beloved were to dwell in that house.
It is to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the
harvest with joy, even as if your beloved were
to eat the fruit.
It is to charge all things your fashion with a
breath of your own spirit,
And to know that all the blessed dead are
standing about you and watching.
Often have I
heard you say, as if speaking in sleep, “He who
works in marble, and finds the shape of his own
soul in the stone, is nobler than he who ploughs
the soil.
And he who seizes the rainbow to lay it on a
cloth in the likeness of man, is more than he
who makes the sandals for our feet.”
But I say, not in sleep, but in the
overwakefulness of noontide, that the wind
speaks not more sweetly to the giant oaks than
to the least of all the blades of grass;
And he alone is great who turns the voice of the
wind into a song made sweeter by his own loving.
Work is love
made visible. And if you cannot work with love
but only with distaste, it is better that you
should leave your work and sit at the gate of
the temple and take alms of those who work with
joy.
For if you bake bread with indifference, you
bake a bitter bread that feeds but half man’s
hunger.
And if you grudge the crushing of the grapes,
your grudge distills a poison in the wine.
And if you sing though as angels, and love not
the singing, you muffle man’s ears to the voices
of the day and the voices of the night.
*
THEN a woman said, Speak to us of Joy and Sorrow.And he answered:
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.
And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter’s oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your spirit the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful, look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Some of you
say, “Joy is greater than sorrow,” and others
say, “Nay, sorrow is the greater.”
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come, and when one sits alone with
you at your board, remember that the other is
asleep upon your bed.
Verily you are
suspended like scales between your sorrow and
your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill
and balanced.
When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his
gold and his silver, needs must your joy or your
sorrow rise or fall.
*
THEN a mason came forth and said, Speak to us of Houses.And he answered and said:
Build of your imaginings a bower in the wilderness ere you build a house within the city walls.
For even as you have home-comings in your twilight, so has the wanderer in you, the ever distant and alone.
Your house is your larger body.
It grows in the sun and sleeps in the stillness of the night; and it is not dreamless.
Does not your house dream? and dreaming, leave the city for grove or hilltop?
Would that I
could gather your houses into my hand, and like
a sower scatter them in forest and meadow.
Would the valleys were your streets, and the
green paths your alleys, that you might seek one
another through vineyards, and come with the
fragrance of the earth in your garments.
But these things are not yet to be.
In their fear your forefathers gathered you too
near together.
And that fear shall endure a little longer.
A little longer shall your city walls separate
your hearths from your fields.
And tell me,
people of Orphalese, what have you in these
houses?
And what is it you guard with fastened doors?
Have you peace, the quiet urge that reveals your
power?
Have you remembrances, the glimmering arches
that span the summits of the mind?
Have you beauty, that leads the heart from
things fashioned of wood and stone to the holy
mountain?
Tell me, have you these in your houses?
Or have you only comfort, and the lust for
comfort, that stealthy thing that enters the
house a guest, and then becomes a host, and then
a master?
Ay, and it
becomes a tamer, and with hook and scourge makes
puppets of your larger desires.
Though its hands are silken, its heart is of
iron.
It lulls you to sleep only to stand by your bed
and jeer at the dignity of the flesh.
It makes mock of your sound senses, and lays
them in thistledown like fragile vessels.
Verily the lust for comfort murders the passion
of the soul, and then walks grinning in the
funeral.
But you,
children of space, you restless in rest, you
shall not be trapped nor tamed.
Your house shall be not an anchor but a mast.
It shall not be a glistening film that covers a
wound, but an eyelid that guards the eye.
You shall not fold your wings that you may pass
through doors, nor bend your heads that they
strike not against a ceiling, nor fear to
breathe lest walls should crack and fall down.
You shall not dwell in tombs made by the dead
for the living.
And though of magnificence and splendour, your
house shall not hold your secret nor shelter
your longing.
For that which is boundless in you abides in the
mansion of the sky, whose door is the morning
mist, and whose windows are the songs and the
silences of night.
*
AND the weaver said, Speak to us of Clothes.And he answered:
Your clothes conceal much of your beauty, yet they hide not the unbeautiful.
And though you seek in garments the freedom of privacy you may find in them a harness and a chain.
Would that you could meet the sun and the wind with more of your skin and less of your raiment.
For the breath of life is in the sunlight and the hand of life is in the wind.
Some of you
say, “It is the north wind who has woven the
clothes we wear.”
And I say, Aye, it was the north wind,
But shame was his loom, and the softening of the
sinews was his thread.
And when his work was done he laughed in the
forest.
Forget not that modesty is for a shield against
the eye of the unclean.
And when the unclean shall be no more, what were
modesty but a fetter and a fouling of the mind?
And forget not that the earth delights to feel
your bare feet and the winds long to play with
your hair.
*
AND a merchant said, Speak to us of Buying and Selling.And he answered and said:
To you the earth yields her fruit, and you shall not want if you but know how to fill your hands.
It is in exchanging the gifts of the earth that you shall find abundance and be satisfied.
Yet unless the exchange be in love and kindly justice it will but lead some to greed and others to hunger.
When in the
market-place you toilers of the sea and fields
and vineyards meet the weavers and the potters
and the gatherers of spices, –
Invoke then the master spirit of the earth, to
come into your midst and sanctify the scales and
the reckoning that weighs value against value.
And suffer not
the barren-handed to take part in your
transactions, who would sell their words for
your labour.
To such men you should say:
“Come with us to the field, or go with our
brothers to the sea and cast your net;
For the land and the sea shall be bountiful to
you even as to us.”
And if there
come the singers and the dancers and the flute
players, – buy of their gifts also.
For they too are gatherers of fruit and
frankincense, and that which they bring, though
fashioned of dreams, is raiment and food for
your soul.
And before you
leave the market-place, see that no one has gone
his way with empty hands.
For the master spirit of the earth shall not
sleep peacefully upon the wind till the needs of
the least of you are satisfied.
*
THEN one of the judges of the city stood forth and said, Speak to us of Crime and Punishment.And he answered, saying:
It is when your spirit goes wandering upon the wind,
That you, alone and unguarded, commit a wrong unto others and therefore unto yourself.
And for that wrong committed must you knock and wait a while unheeded at the gate of the blessed.
Like the ocean
is your god-self;
It remains for ever undefiled.
And like the ether it lifts but the winged.
Even like the sun is your god-self;
It knows not the ways of the mole nor seeks it
the holes of the serpent.
But your god-self dwells not alone in your
being.
Much in you is still man, and much in you is not
yet man,
But a shapeless pigmy that walks asleep in the
mist searching for its own awakening.
And of the man in you would I now speak.
For it is he and not your god-self nor the pigmy
in the mist that knows crime and the punishment
of crime.
Oftentimes have
I heard you speak of one who commits a wrong as
though he were not one of you, but a stranger
unto you and an intruder upon your world.
But I say that even as the holy and the
righteous cannot rise beyond the highest which
is in each one of you,
So the wicked and the weak cannot fall lower
than the lowest which is in you also.
And as a single leaf turns not yellow but with
the silent knowledge of the whole tree,
So the wrong-doer cannot do wrong without the
hidden will of you all.
Like a procession you walk together towards your
god-self.
You are the way
and the wayfarers.
And when one of you falls down he falls for
those behind him, a caution against the
stumbling stone.
Aye, and he falls for those ahead of him, who,
though faster and surer of foot, yet removed not
the stumbling stone.
And this also,
though the word lie heavy upon your hearts:
The murdered is not unaccountable for his own
murder,
And the robbed is not blameless in being robbed.
The righteous is not innocent of the deeds of
the wicked,
And the white-handed is not clean in the doings
of the felon.
Yea, the guilty is oftentimes the victim of the
injured,
And still more often the condemned is the burden
bearer for the guiltless and unblamed.
You cannot separate the just from the unjust and
the good from the wicked;
For they stand together before the face of the
sun even as the black thread and the white are
woven together.
And when the black thread breaks, the weaver
shall look into the whole cloth, and he shall
examine the loom also.
IF any of you
would bring to judgment the unfaithful wife,
Let him also weigh the heart of her husband in
scales, and measure his soul with measurements.
And let him who would lash the offender look
unto the spirit of the offended.
And if any of you would punish in the name of
righteousness and lay the axe unto the evil
tree, let him see to its roots;
And verily he will find the roots of the good
and the bad, the fruitful and the fruitless, all
entwined together in the silent heart of the
earth.
And you judges who would be just.
What judgment pronounce you upon him who though
honest in the flesh yet is a thief in spirit?
What penalty lay you upon him who slays in the
flesh yet is himself slain in the spirit?
And how prosecute you him who in action is a
deceiver and an oppressor,
Yet who also is aggrieved and outraged?
And how shall
you punish those whose remorse is already
greater than their misdeeds?
Is not remorse the justice which is administered
by that very law which you would fain serve?
Yet you cannot lay remorse upon the innocent nor
lift it from the heart of the guilty.
Unbidden shall it call in the night, that men
may wake and gaze upon themselves.
And you who would understand justice, how shall
you unless you look upon all deeds in the
fullness of light?
Only then shall you know that the erect and the
fallen are but one man standing in twilight
between the night of his pigmy-self and the day
of his god self,
And that the corner-stone of the temple is not
higher than the lowest stone in its foundation.
*
THEN a lawyer said, But what of our Laws, master?And he answered:
You delight in laying down laws,
Yet you delight more in breaking them.
Like children playing by the ocean who build sand-towers with constancy and then destroy them with laughter.
But while you build your sand-towers the ocean brings more sand to the shore,
And when you destroy them the ocean laughs with you.
Verily the ocean laughs always with the innocent.
But what of
those to whom life is not an ocean, and man-made
laws are not sand-towers,
But to whom life is a rock, and the law a chisel
with which they would carve it in their own
likeness?
What of the cripple who hates dancers?
What of the ox who loves his yoke and deems the
elk and deer of the forest stray and vagrant
things?
What of the old serpent who cannot shed his
skin, and calls all others naked and shameless?
And of him who comes early to the wedding feast,
and when over-fed and tired goes his way saying
that all feasts are violation and all feasters
law-breakers?
What shall I
say of these save that they too stand in the
sunlight, but with their backs to the sun?
They see only their shadows, and their shadows
are their laws.
And what is the sun to them but a caster of
shadows?
And what is it to acknowledge the laws but to
stoop down and trace their shadows upon the
earth?
But you who walk facing the sun, what images
drawn on the earth can hold you?
You who travel with the wind, what weather vane
shall direct your course?
What man’s law shall bind you if you break your
yoke but upon no man’s prison door?
What laws shall you fear if you dance but
stumble against no man’s iron chains?
And who is he that shall bring you to judgment
if you tear off your garment yet leave it in no
man’s path?
People of Orphalese, you can muffle the drum,
and you can loosen the strings of the lyre, but
who shall command the skylark not to sing?
*
AND an orator said, Speak to us of Freedom.And he answered:
At the city gate and by your fireside I have seen you prostrate yourself and worship your own freedom,
Even as slaves humble themselves before a tyrant and praise him though he slays them.
Aye, in the grove of the temple and in the shadow of the citadel I have seen the freest among you wear their freedom as a yoke and a handcuff.
And my heart bled within me; for you can only be free when even the desire of seeking freedom becomes a harness to you, and when you cease to speak of freedom as a goal and a fulfillment.
You shall be free indeed when your days are not without a care nor your nights without a want and a grief,
But rather when these things girdle your life and yet you rise above them naked and unbound.
And how shall
you rise beyond your days and nights unless you
break the chains which you at the dawn of your
understanding have fastened around your noon
hour?
In truth that which you call freedom is the
strongest of these chains, though its links
glitter in the sun and dazzle your eyes.
And what is it
but fragments of your own self you would discard
that you may become free?
If it is an unjust law you would abolish, that
law was written with your own hand upon your own
forehead.
You cannot erase it by burning your law books
nor by washing the foreheads of your judges,
though you pour the sea upon them.
And if it is a despot you would dethrone, see
first that his throne erected within you is
destroyed.
For how can a tyrant rule the free and the
proud, but for a tyranny in their own freedom
and a shame in their own pride?
And if it is a care you would cast off, that
care has been chosen by you rather than imposed
upon you.
And if it is a fear you would dispel, the seat
of that fear is in your heart and not in the
hand of the feared.
Verily all things move within your being in
constant half embrace, the desired and the
dreaded, the repugnant and the cherished, the
pursued and that which you would escape.
These things move within you as lights and
shadows in pairs that cling.
And when the shadow fades and is no more, the
light that lingers becomes a shadow to another
light.
And thus your freedom when it loses its fetters
becomes itself the fetter of a greater freedom.
*
AND the priestess spoke again and said: Speak to us of Reason and Passion.And he answered, saying:
Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against your passion and your appetite.
Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.
But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?
Your reason and
your passion are the rudder and the sails of
your seafaring soul.
If either your sails or your rudder be broken,
you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a
standstill in mid-seas.
For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining;
and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns
to its own destruction.
Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the
height of passion, that it may sing;
And let it direct your passion with reason, that
your passion may livethrough its own daily
resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above
its own ashes.
I would have
you consider your judgment and your appetite
even as you would two loved guests in your
house.
Surely you would not honour one guest above the
other; for he who is more mindful of one loses
the love and the faith of both.
Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade
of the white poplars, sharing the peace and
serenity of distant fields and meadows – then
let your heart say in silence, “God rests in
reason.”
And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind
shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning
proclaim the majesty of the sky, – then let your
heart say in awe, “God moves in passion.”
And since you are a breath in God’s sphere, and
a leaf in God’s forest, you too should rest in
reason and move in passion.
*
AND a woman spoke, saying, Tell us of Pain.And he said:
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.
Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.
And could you keep your heart in wonder at the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous than your joy;
And you would accept the seasons of your heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your fields.
And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief.
Much of your pain is self-chosen.
It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self.
Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity:
For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen,
And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with His own sacred tears.
*
AND a man said, Speak to us of Self-Knowledge.And he answered, saying:
Your hearts know in silence the secrets of the days and the nights.
But your ears thirst for the sound of your heart’s knowledge.
You would know in words that which you have always known in thought.
You would touch with your fingers the naked body of your dreams.
And it is well
you should.
The hidden well-spring of your soul must needs
rise and run murmuring to the sea;
And the treasure of your infinite depths would
be revealed to your eyes.
But let there be no scales to weigh your unknown
treasure;
And seek not the depths of your knowledge with
staff or sounding line.
For self is a sea boundless and measureless.
Say not, “I
have found the truth,” but rather, “I have found
a truth.”
Say not, “I have found the path of the soul.”
Say rather, “I have met the soul walking upon my
path.”
For the soul walks upon all paths.
The soul walks not upon a line, neither does it
grow like a reed.
The soul unfolds itself, like a lotus of
countless petals.
*
THEN said a teacher, Speak to us of Teaching.And he said:
No man can reveal to you aught but that which already lies half asleep in the dawning of your knowledge.
The teacher who walks in the shadow of the temple, among his followers, gives not of his wisdom but rather of his faith and his lovingness.
If he is indeed wise he does not bid you enter the house of his wisdom, but rather leads you to the threshold of your own mind.
The astronomer may speak to you of his understanding of space, but he cannot give you his understanding.
The musician may sing to you of the rhythm which is in all space, but he cannot give you the ear which arrests the rhythm, nor the voice that echoes it.
And he who is versed in the science of numbers can tell of the regions of weight and measure, but he cannot conduct you thither.
For the vision of one man lends not its wings to another man.
And even as each one of you stands alone in God’s knowledge, so must each one of you be alone in his knowledge of God and in his understanding of the earth.
*
AND a youth said, Speak to us of Friendship.And he answered, saying:
Your friend is your needs answered.
He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving.
And he is your board and your fireside.
For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace.
When your
friend speaks his mind you fear not the “nay” in
your own mind, nor do you with hold the “aye.”
And when he is silent your heart ceases not to
listen to his heart;
For without words, in friendship, all thoughts,
all desires, all expectations are born and
shared, with joy that is unclaimed.
when you part from your friend, you grieve not;
For that which you love most in him may be
clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the
climber is clearer from the plain.
And let there be no purpose in friendship save
the deepening of the spirit.
For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of
its own mystery is not love but a net cast
forth: and only the unprofitable is caught.
And let your
best be for your friend.
If he must know the ebb of your tide, let him
know its flood also.
For what is your friend that you should seek him
with hours to kill?
Seek him always with hours to live.
For it is his to fill your need, but not your
emptiness.
And in the sweetness of friendship let there be
laughter, and sharing of pleasures.
For in the dew of little things the heart finds
its morning and is refreshed.
*
AND then a scholar said, Speak of Talking.And he answered, saying:
You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts;
And when you can no longer dwell in the solitude of your heart you live in your lips, and sound is a diversion and a pastime.
And in much of your talking, thinking is half murdered. For thought is a bird of space, that in a cage of words may indeed unfold its wings but cannot fly.
There are those
among you who seek the talkative through fear of
being alone.
The silence of aloneness reveals to their eyes
their naked selves and they would escape.
And there are those who talk, and without
knowledge or forethought reveal a truth which
they themselves do not understand.
And there are those who have the truth within
them, but they tell it not in words.
In the bosom of such as these the spirit dwells
in rhythmic silence.
When you meet
your friend on the roadside or in the
market-place, let the spirit in you move your
lips and direct your tongue.
Let the voice within your voice speak to the ear
of his ear;
For his soul will keep the truth of your heart
as the taste of the wine is remembered.
When the colour is forgotten and the vessel is
no more.
*
AND an astronomer said, “Master, what of Time?”And he answered:
You would measure time the measureless and the immeasurable.
You would adjust your conduct and even direct the course of your spirit according to hours and seasons.
Of time you would make a stream upon whose bank you would sit and watch its flowing.
Yet the
timeless in you is aware of life’s timelessness,
And knows that yesterday is but to-day’s memory
and to-morrow is to-day’s dream.
And that which sings and contemplates in you is
still dwelling within the bounds of that first
moment which scattered the stars into space.
Who among you does not feel that his power to
love is boundless?
And yet who does not feel that very love, though
boundless, encompassed within the centre of his
being, and moving not from love thought to love
thought, nor from love deeds to other love
deeds?
And is not time even as love is, undivided and
paceless?
But if in your
thought you must measure time into seasons, let
each season encircle all the other seasons,
And let to-day embrace the past with remembrance
and the future with longing.
*
AND one of the elders of the city said, Speak to us of Good and Evil.And he answered:
Of the good in you I can speak, but not of the evil.
For what is evil but good tortured by its own hunger and thirst?
Verily when good is hungry it seeks food even in dark caves, and when it thirsts it drinks even of dead waters.
You are good
when you are one with yourself.
Yet when you are not one with yourself you are
not evil.
For a divided house is not a den of thieves; it
is only a divided house.
And a ship without rudder may wander aimlessly
among perilous isles yet sink not to the bottom.
You are good when you strive to give of
yourself.
Yet you are not evil when you seek gain for
yourself.
For when you strive for gain you are but a root
that clings to the earth and sucks at her
breast.
Surely the fruit cannot say to the root, “Be
like me, ripe and full and ever giving of your
abundance.”
For to the fruit giving is a need, as receiving
is a need to the root.
You are good
when you are fully awake in your speech.
Yet you are not evil when you sleep while your
tongue staggers without purpose.
And even stumbling speech may strengthen a weak
tongue.
You are good
when you walk to your goal firmly and with bold
steps.
Yet you are not evil when you go thither
limping.
Even those who limp go not backward.
But you who are strong and swift, see that you
do not limp before the lame, deeming it
kindness.
You are good in
countless ways, and you are not evil when you
are not good,
You are only loitering and sluggard.
Pity that the stags cannot teach swiftness to
the turtles.
IN your longing
for your giant self lies your goodness: and that
longing is in all of you.
But in some of you that longing is a torrent
rushing with might to the sea, carrying the
secrets of the hillsides and the songs of the
forest.
And in others it is a flat stream that loses
itself in angles and bends and lingers before it
reaches the shore.
But let not him who longs much say to him who
longs little, “Wherefore are you slow and
halting?”
For the truly good ask not the naked, “Where is
your garment?” nor the houseless, “What has
befallen your house?”
*
THEN a priestess said, “Speak to us of Prayer.”And he answered, saying:
You pray in your distress and in your need; would that you might pray also in the fullness of your joy and in your days of abundance.
For what is
prayer but the expansion of your self into the
living ether?
And if it is for your comfort to pour your
darkness into space, it is also for your delight
to pour forth the dawning of your heart.
And if you cannot but weep when your soul
summons you to prayer, she should spur you again
and yet again, though weeping, until you shall
come laughing.
When you pray you rise to meet in the air those
who are praying at that very hour, and whom save
in prayer you may not meet.
Therefore let your visit to that temple
invisible be for naught but ecstasy and sweet
communion.
For if you should enter the temple for no other
purpose than asking you shall not receive:
And if you should enter into it to humble
yourself you shall not be lifted:
Or even if you should enter into it to beg for
the good of others you shall not be heard.
It is enough that you enter the temple
invisible.
I cannot teach
you how to pray in words.
God listens not to your words save when He
Himself utters them through your lips.
And I cannot teach you the prayer of the seas
and the forests and the mountains.
But you who are born of the mountains and the
forests and the seas can find their prayer in
your heart,
And if you but listen in the stillness of the
night you shall hear them saying in silence:
“Our God, who art our winged self, it is thy
will in us that willeth.
“It is thy desire in us that desireth.
“It is thy urge in us that would turn our
nights, which are thine, into days, which are
thine also.
“We cannot ask thee for aught, for thou knowest
our needs before they are born in us:
“Thou art our need; and in giving us more of
thyself thou givest us all.”
*
THEN a hermit, who visited the city once a year, came forth and said, Speak to us of Pleasure.And he answered, saying:
Pleasure is a freedom-song,
But it is not freedom.
It is the blossoming of your desires,
But it is not their fruit.
It is a depth calling unto a height,
But it is not the deep nor the high.
It is the caged taking wing,
But it is not space encompassed.
Aye, in very truth, pleasure is a freedom-song.
And I fain would have you sing it with fullness of heart; yet I would not have you lose your hearts in the singing.
Some of your
youth seek pleasure as if it were all, and they
are judged and rebuked.
I would not judge nor rebuke them. I would have
them seek.
For they shall find pleasure, but not her alone;
Seven are her sisters, and the least of them is
more beautiful than pleasure.
Have you not heard of the man who was digging in
the earth for roots and found a treasure?
And some of
your elders remember pleasures with regret like
wrongs committed in drunkenness.
But regret is the beclouding of the mind and not
its chastisement.
They should remember their pleasures with
gratitude, as they would the harvest of a
summer.
Yet if it comforts them to regret, let them be
comforted.
And there are
among you those who are neither young to seek
nor old to remember;
And in their fear of seeking and remembering
they shun all pleasures, lest they neglect the
spirit or offend against it.
But even in their foregoing is their pleasure.
And thus they too find a treasure though they
dig for roots with quivering hands.
But tell me, who is he that can offend the
spirit?
Shall the nightingale offend the stillness of
the night, or the firefly the stars?
And shall your flame or your smoke burden the
wind?
Think you the spirit is a still pool which you
can trouble with a staff?
Oftentimes in
denying yourself pleasure you do but store the
desire in the recesses of your being.
Who knows but that which seems omitted to day,
waits for to-morrow?
Even your body knows its heritage and its
rightful need and will not be deceived.
And your body is the harp of your soul,
And it is yours to bring forth sweet music from
it or confused sounds.
And now you ask
in your heart, “How shall we distinguish that
which is good in pleasure from that which is not
good?”
Go to your fields and your gardens, and you
shall learn that it is the pleasure of the bee
to gather honey of the flower,
But it is also the pleasure of the flower to
yield its honey to the bee.
For to the bee a flower is a fountain of life,
And to the flower a bee is a messenger of love,
And to both, bee and flower, the giving and the
receiving of pleasure is a need and an ecstasy.
People of
Orphalese, be in your pleasures like the flowers
and the bees.
*
AND a poet said, Speak to us of Beauty.And he answered:
Where shall you seek beauty, and how shall you find her unless she herself be your way and your guide?
And how shall you speak of her except she be the weaver of your speech?
The aggrieved
and the injured say, “Beauty is kind and gentle.
“Like a young mother half-shy of her own glory
she walks among us.”
And the passionate say, “Nay, beauty is a thing
of might and dread.
“Like the tempest she shakes the earth beneath
us and the sky above us.”
The tired and
the weary say, “Beauty is of soft whisperings.
“She speaks in our spirit.
“Her voice yields to our silences like a faint
light that quivers in fear of the shadow.”
But the restless say, “We have heard her
shouting among the mountains,
“And with her cries came the sound of hoofs, and
the beating of wings and the roaring of lions.”
At night the
watchmen of the city say, “Beauty shall rise
with the dawn from the east.”
And at noontide the toilers and the wayfarers
say, “We have seen her leaning over the earth
from the windows of the sunset.”
In winter say
the snow-bound, “She shall come with the spring
leaping upon the hills.”
And in the summer heat the reapers say, “We have
seen her dancing with the autumn leaves, and we
saw a drift of snow in her hair.”
All these things have you said of beauty,
Yet in truth you spoke not of her but of needs
unsatisfied,
And beauty is not a need but an ecstasy.
It is not a mouth thirsting nor an empty hand
stretched forth,
But rather a heart inflamed and a soul
enchanted.
It is not the image you would see nor the song
you would hear,
But rather an image you see though you close
your eyes and a song you hear though you shut
your ears.
It is not the sap within the furrowed bark, nor
a wing attached to a claw,
But rather a garden for ever in bloom and a
flock of angels for ever in flight.
People of
Orphalese, beauty is life when life unveils her
holy face.
But you are life and you are the veil.
Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.
But you are eternity and you are the mirror.
*
AND an old priest said, “Speak to us of Religion.”And he said:
Have I spoken this day of aught else?
Is not religion all deeds and all reflection,
And that which is neither deed nor reflection, but a wonder and a surprise ever springing in the soul, even while the hands hew the stone or tend the loom?
Who can separate his faith from his actions, or his belief from his occupations?
Who can spread his hours before him, saying,
“This for God and this for myself;
“This for my soul and this other for my body”?
All your hours are wings that beat through space from self to self.
He who wears his morality but as his best garment were better naked.
The wind and the sun will tear no holes in his skin.
And he who defines his conduct by ethics imprisons his song-bird in a cage.
The freest song comes not through bars and wires.
And he to whom worshipping is a window, to open but also to shut, has not yet visited the house of his soul whose windows are from dawn to dawn.
Your daily life
is your temple and your religion.
When ever you enter into it take with you your
all.
Take the slough and the forge and the mallet and
the lute,
The things you have fashioned in necessity or
for delight.
For in reverie you cannot rise above your
achievements nor fall lower than your failures.
And take with you all men:
For in adoration you cannot fly higher than
their hopes nor humble yourself lower than their
despair.
And if you
would know God, be not therefore a solver of
riddles.
Rather look about you and you shall see Him
playing with your children.
And look into space; you shall see Him walking
in the cloud, outstretching His arms in the
lightning and descending in rain.
You shall see Him smiling in flowers, then
rising and waving His hands in trees.
*
THEN Almitra spoke, saying, “We would ask now of Death.”And he said:
You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one.
IN the depth of
your hopes and desires lies your silent
knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your
heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate
to eternity.
Your fear of death is but the trembling of the
shepherd when he stands before the king whose
hand is to be laid upon him in honour.
Is the shepherd not joyful beneath his
trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the
king?
Yet is he not more mindful of his trembling?
For what is it
to die but to stand naked in the wind and to
melt into the sun?
And what is it to cease breathing but to free
the breath from its restless tides, that it may
rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?
Only when you
drink from the river of silence shall you indeed
sing.
And when you have reached the mountain top, then
you shall begin to climb.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then
shall you truly dance.
*
AND now it was evening.And Almitra the seeress said, “Blessed be this day and this place and your spirit that has spoken.”
And he answered,
Was it I who spoke?
Was I not also a listener?
Then he
descended the steps of the Temple and all the
people followed him.
And he reached his ship and stood upon the deck.
And facing the people again, he raised his voice
and said:
People of Orphalese, the wind bids me leave you.
Less hasty am I than the wind, yet I must go.
We wanderers, ever seeking the lonelier way,
begin no day where we have ended another day;
and no sunrise finds us where sunset left us.
Even while the earth sleeps we travel.
We are the seeds of the tenacious plant, and it
is in our ripeness and our fullness of heart
that we are given to the wind and are scattered.
Brief were my
days among you, and briefer still the words I
have spoken.
But should my voice fade in your ears, and my
love vanish in your memory, then I will come
again,
And with a richer heart and lips more yielding
to the spirit will I speak.
Yea, I shall return with the tide,
And though death may hide me, and the greater
silence enfold me, yet again will I seek your
under standing.
And not in vain will I seek.
If aught I have said is truth, that truth shall
reveal itself in a clearer voice, and in words
more kin to your thoughts.
I go with the
wind, people of Orphalese, but not down into
emptiness;
And if this day is not a fulfillment of your
needs and my love, then let it be a promise till
another day.
Man’s needs change, but not his love, nor his
desire that his love should satisfy his needs.
Know, therefore, that from the greater silence I
shall return.
The mist that drifts away at dawn, leaving but
dew in the fields, shall rise and gather into a
cloud and then fall down in rain.
And not unlike the mist have I been.
In the stillness of the night I have walked in
your streets, and my spirit has entered your
houses,
And your heart-beats were in my heart, and your
breath was upon my face, and I knew you all.
Aye, I knew your joy and your pain, and in your
sleep your dreams were my dreams.
And oftentimes I was among you a lake among the
mountains.
I mirrored the summits in you and the bending
slopes, and even the passing flocks of your
thoughts and your desires.
And to my silence came the laughter of your
children in streams, and the longing of your
youths in rivers.
And when they reached my depth the streams and
the rivers ceased not yet to sing.
But sweeter still than laughter and greater than
longing came to me.
It was the boundless in you;
The vast man in whom you are all but cells and
sinews;
He in whose chant all your singing is but a
soundless throbbing.
It is in the vast man that you are vast,
And in beholding him that I beheld you and loved
you.
For what distances can love reach that are not
in that vast sphere?
What visions, what expectations and what
presumptions can outsoar that flight?
Like a giant oak tree covered with apple
blossoms is the vast man in you.
His might binds you to the earth, his fragrance
lifts you into space, and in his durability you
are deathless.
You have been told that, even like a chain, you
are as weak as your weakest link.
This is but half the truth.
You are also as strong as your strongest link.
To measure you by your smallest deed is to
reckon the power of ocean by the frailty of its
foam.
To judge you by your failures is to cast blame
upon the seasons for their inconstancy.
Ay, you are
like an ocean,
And though heavy-grounded ships await the tide
upon your shores, yet, even like an ocean, you
cannot hasten your tides.
And like the seasons you are also,
And though in your winter you deny your spring,
Yet spring, reposing within you, smiles in her
drowsiness and is not offended.
Think not I say these things in order that you
may say the one to the other,
“He praised us well.
“He saw but the good in us.”
I only speak to you in words of that which you
yourselves know in thought.
And what is word knowledge but a shadow of
wordless knowledge?
Your thoughts and my words are waves from a
sealed memory that keeps records of our
yesterdays,
And of the ancient days when the earth knew not
us nor herself,
And of nights when earth was upwrought with
confusion.
Wise men have
come to you to give you of their wisdom.
I came to take of your wisdom:
And behold I have found that which is greater
than wisdom.
It is a flame spirit in you ever gathering more
of itself,
While you, heedless of its expansion, bewail the
withering of your days.
It is life in quest of life in bodies that fear
the grave.
There are no
graves here.
These mountains and plains are a cradle and a
stepping-stone.
When ever you pass by the field where you have
laid your ancestors look well thereupon, and you
shall see yourselves and your children dancing
hand in hand.
Verily you often make merry without knowing.
Others have
come to you to whom for golden promises made
unto you faith you have given but riches and
power and glory.
Less than a promise have I given, and yet more
generous have you been to me.
You have given me my deeper thirsting after
life.
Surely there is no greater gift to a man than
that which turns all his aims into parching lips
and all life into a fountain.
And in this lies my honour and my reward, –
That when ever I come to the fountain to drink I
find the living water itself thirsty;
And it drinks me while I drink it.
Some of you have deemed me proud and over shy to
receive gifts.
Too proud indeed am I to receive wages, but not
gifts.
And though I have eaten berries among the hills
when you would have had me sit at your board,
And slept in the portico of the temple when you
would gladly have sheltered me,
Yet it was not your loving mindfulness of my
days and my nights that made food sweet to my
mouth and girdled my sleep with visions?
For this I
bless you most:
You give much and know not that you give at all.
Verily the kindness that gazes upon itself in a
mirror turns to stone,
And a good deed that calls itself by tender
names becomes the parent to a curse.
And some of you
have called me aloof, and drunk with my own
aloneness,
And you have said,
“He holds council with the trees of the forest,
but not with men.
“He sits alone on hill-tops and looks down upon
our city.”
True it is that I have climbed the hills and
walked in remote places.
How could I have seen you save from a great
height or a great distance?
How can one be indeed near unless he be far?
And others
among you called unto me, not in words, and they
said:
“Stranger, stranger, lover of unreachable
heights, why dwell you among the summits where
eagles build their nests?
“Why seek you the unattainable?
“What storms would you trap in your net,
“And what vaporous birds do you hunt in the sky?
“Come and be one of us.
“Descend and appease your hunger with our bread
and quench your thirst with our wine.”
In the solitude of their souls they said these
things;
But were their solitude deeper they would have
known that I sought but the secret of your joy
and your pain,
And I hunted only your larger selves that walk
the sky.
But the hunter was also the hunted;
For many of my arrows left my bow only to seek
my own breast.
And the flier was also the creeper;
For when my wings were spread in the sun their
shadow upon the earth was a turtle.
And I the believer was also the doubter;
For often have I put my finger in my own wound
that I might have the greater belief in you and
the greater knowledge of you.
And it is with
this belief and this knowledge that I say,
You are not enclosed within your bodies, nor
confined to houses or fields.
That which is you dwells above the mountain and
roves with the wind.
It is not a thing that crawls into the sun for
warmth or digs holes into darkness for safety,
But a thing free, a spirit that envelops the
earth and moves in the ether.
If these be
vague words, then seek not to clear them.
Vague and nebulous is the beginning of all
things, but not their end,
And I fain would have you remember me as a
beginning.
Life, and all that lives, is conceived in the
mist and not in the crystal.
And who knows but a crystal is mist in decay?
This would I
have you remember in remembering me:
That which seems most feeble and bewildered in
you is the strongest and most determined.
Is it not your breath that has erected and
hardened the structure of your bones?
And is it not a dream which none of you remember
having dreamt, that built your city and
fashioned all there is in it?
Could you but see the tides of that breath you
would cease to see all else,
And if you could hear the whispering of the
dream you would hear no other sound.
But you do not
see, nor do you hear, and it is well.
The veil that clouds your eyes shall be lifted
by the hands that wove it,
And the clay that fills your ears shall be
pierced by those fingers that kneaded it.
And you shall see.
And you shall hear.
Yet you shall not deplore having known
blindness, nor regret having been deaf.
For in that day you shall know the hidden
purposes in all things,
And you shall bless darkness as you would bless
light.
After saying
these things he looked about him, and he saw the
pilot of his ship standing by the helm and
gazing now at the full sails and now at the
distance.
And he said:
Patient, over patient, is the captain of my
ship.
The wind blows, and restless are the sails;
Even the rudder begs direction;
Yet quietly my captain awaits my silence.
And these my mariners, who have heard the choir
of the greater sea, they too have heard me
patiently.
Now they shall wait no longer.
I am ready.
The stream has reached the sea, and once more
the great mother holds her son against her
breast.
Fare you well,
people of Orphalese.
This day has ended.
It is closing upon us even as the water-lily
upon its own to-morrow.
What was given us here we shall keep,
And if it suffices not, then again must we come
together and together stretch our hands unto the
giver.
Forget not that I shall come back to you.
A little while, and my longing shall gather dust
and foam for another body.
A little while, a moment of rest upon the wind,
and another woman shall bear me.
Farewell to you and the youth I have spent with
you.
It was but yesterday we met in a dream.
You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of
your longings have built a tower in the sky.
But now our sleep has fled and our dream is
over, and it is no longer dawn.
The noontide is upon us and our half waking has
turned to fuller day, and we must part.
If in the twilight of memory we should meet once
more, we shall speak again together and you
shall sing to me a deeper song.
And if our hands should meet in another dream we
shall build another tower in the sky.
So saying he
made a signal to the seamen, and straightaway
they weighed anchor and cast the ship loose from
its moorings, and they moved eastward.
And a cry came from the people as from a single
heart, and it rose into the dusk and was carried
out over the sea like a great trumpeting.
Only Almitra was silent, gazing after the ship
until it had vanished into the mist.
And when all the people were dispersed she still
stood alone upon the sea-wall, remembering in
her heart his saying:
“A little
while, a moment of rest upon the wind, and
another woman shall bear me.”
